I was reading the news today about the failed sucide bomber in Jordan. The bomber is an iraqi woman, she, her husband and two other man bombed a wedding in Jordan. Her husband’s bomb detonated and killed 57 people in the hotel ballroom. Her bomb failed to detonated, and she caught by the police. In the news was her interview by the persecutor, in which she mentioned that after her bomb failed to detonated, her husband pushed her out of the room before his bomb expoded. This is the part of story I don’t understand. If they had already make up their mind to die for what stupid reason, why the husband want to save her life after her bomb had failed. Would it make any difference if they die together from the same bomb? Make a choice between life or death is a big decision, once she had make up her mind, she should not a second thought that easy. If at the very last moment, she still have doubt about her decision, wouldn’t it be to call it off? The mind of sucide bomb is something a sane person can never understand. If someone act in such unhuman manner, totally lack of reasoning in his own will, the society should response to them and deprive their rights of human being as well.

I have promised to help Pat wash Charlie this weekend. Due to different reasons, this task is procastinated until the last day of the long weekend. We started the battle after dinner. With a hind sight, we made the right decision having dinner first, or we won’t have enough energy to wash Charlie. Charlie dislike taking shower, probably from trauma when he was a puppy. Pat’s mom used to spray cold water at backyard to wash Charlie. We exhausted all our methods to make him step into the shower. Pat tryed talk him in patiently, I tried to bride him in using treats, but all our tricks are useless. Charlie just refuse to go inside. At last, we resolve it by force, I carried his legs and Pat carried his front, move him into the shower. Charlie is a very big dog with long hair, it used half a bottle of shampoo. Pat was doing the grooming, and I guard outside the shower to prevent Charlie escape. It took us almost an hour and half to finish washing him. After the shower, I dry Charlie using hair dryer. Charlie seems not very happy about having to take a shower, he didn’t laugh as usual when we dry him. It is really a lot of work to shower a dog, the $50 fee charged by Petcera seems not very high after I had experience dog washing first hand.

The winter has finally came to Vancouver. In a cold winter morning, it is very hard to me to get up from my warm bed. When I woke up, I just want to stay in the bed for another moment. Sometimes I will even fall back into sleep for a little longer. The most cruel way to wake someone up in this cold weather is take his blanket away, expose him in the chilly cold air. The battle of fighting for the blanket is vigorous enough to garuntee a complete wakeup.

Other than the lack of will to get up in the morning, having hotpot is another feature of the winter. Me and Pat went to Graville hotpot in crystal mall last night. Other than the price is a bit expensive, I actually quite like that resturant. The resturant is very crowded, but luckily we went early so we don’t have to wait in line. We ate the hotpot dinner relaxly, sat in the resturant for almost 2.5 hours. I didn’t order the usualy beef slices because Pat don’t really like eating beef. We had lamb slices, ostrich meat and goose intestine, items that you can’t find in the menu of all-you-can-eat hotpot places. The portion is quite big, make two of us really stuffed. The best part of the dinner is the hotpot soup base, not the orignal clear or satay broth. It was balsam pear with pig stomach, very tasty but not cheap. I never had goose intestine in hotpot before, I really like the texture, kinda chewy. I rather spend a bit more and have better food, than going to all-you-can-eat resturant trying to stuff as much as I can with cheap food. This is the my philosophy of less is more. I rather have less in quatity, but have more in quality. This philosophy not only applies to dining out, also applies to traveling as well.

I came across a very funny page today. Everyone knows Hello Kitty, and here it comes the latest cute toys for kids, Hello Jesus. Among all the items, I like the Hello Caesar wallet most. It is an in-joke of Mark 12:17: And Jesus answering said unto them, Render to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s…, that refers to money.

I have been spending endless nights in debugging the UMTS extension to ns2, which the simulator for my thesis work. Ns2 is an open source freeware, one of the two most used simulation softwares for analyzing network preformence. The only other alternative is Opnet, a commercial product that no student can afford and not popular enough to have pirate copy to download. I don’t want to work on the slow servers in the stinky school’s lab, therefore I choose ns2 for my work. The core of ns2 is relatively stable, other than lack of documentation, it is fairly good. Alas, the UMTS extension is poorly maintained. The original coder of that module only debug it for his own research. It still has lots of holes in the logics. Worse, there is absolutely no document on implemenation, I can only guess the function of the code and try to fix it. I found to debug hardware is easier debug than software. The major problem in debugging software is I can’t have the wavefrom traced. I can’t run the simulation all the way till the end and then check the state changes back in the timeline. Instead, I have to set breakpoints and step throught the code carefully. This is a very time consuming and repeatitive task.